I know it seems like I'd disappear but no... I needed some time to rebuild what I'd broken, what I'd lost, rebuild myself and my spine to get back to the right point. I know it sounds mysterious. Maybe some day there will be some kind of confession here on the Apple Tea.
Now I have to say something really nice: I AM PREGNANT! I will start the 7th month soon. Feel great, of course not always, but almost always! :-)